Jan. 25th, 2017

I do not want periodic crying fits and stray suicidal urges, yet this seems to be the new normal. I want to stay informed, but reading or hearing the news sends me into a full-fledged howling panic attack. I want to be strong, but I am not strong. I am so afraid.

I hate this so much. I can't do this for four years. I want to beat my head against something until it all stops.

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